yup well me and my gfather went down to coleman florida to get my mommy on saturday mornign we left sav around 2 in the morning...blah...but now shes home for a week..she goes bak on friday. and as of the friday that juss passed i got a bf his name is chris. we atually started goin out on thursday but we broke up and got bak together for a very stupid reason. but now we're together. but he leaves n like 2 weeks or less :( he lives in illinois but hes moving here next summer. :). but i for some reason dont think we'll even last that long. because im weird. and have bad thoughts. but i really like him. :). but iunno what to think. im so confused. so im juss kind of juss seein whats gonna happen. being that i have bad experiences with relationships because they NEVER last. and i want one that shall hopefully last. so im hoping this one well whether hes not gonna b here during the skool year or not. :( but o well. newho..i got my hair done last wensday it looks really good but i dont think thta i look the same. but o well. i like it.its different. but im considering makeing it shorter. because ive never ahd short hair before. but yeah. neways. we had like this huge cookout on saturday nite wen my mom came home. and i do believe by the way things are lookin that our family is kind of coming bak together. i hope so. but o well ill worry about that later. and yeah. me and jeanelle got in a semi argument the other day. but we're kool now. its weird. we fight. then we love one another. i guess its a best friend kind of thing.:) newho. well we're all going to the beach tomorrow as a family type of thing. adn jeanelle is going with me *happyface* and my bf might come. i hope he doesnt act like an assface and not go. :( neways/ but yeah for right now i guess you can say everythings going pretty well. life is good. my sadness has cutdown. which is of course good. but i know itll all hit me agian soon i can juss feel it. but lets hope not. becuzz im actually semi happy and im hoping itll stay that way as long as i can make it last. :) but yeah....im going to sixflags soon yay! *happyface* about that. and yeah. i heart...uhh....chocolate bunnys........that are hairy.......:)....naw jk...ahah....you know you werent tho.....:) ♥